So here I am yet again looking at the last entry it sucked so I changed it (no really?) So my mind set is simply to re-update everything.

Parents are fine dad's quit his job due to political bullshit in CC so he's taken a counseling job at RYC so yeah there is less money in the household and I m gearing up for college. On a side note the Warehouse plan is screwed.

So far to me it seems to be Fairbanks, Seattle maybe New York if and only if I get that full ride scholarship. So haven't decided and don't have any scholarships done so I need to get working on that kind of deal. Pretty much my to do list is like this.
1. Get a job.
2. Retake the SAT
3. Get out of school with a 3.5+ and a member of NHS.
4. College
5. Live life.

School takes up most if not all of my time sadly with 3 AP class's I am bogged not to mention having a girlfriend (3 months on the 22nd) not that its a bad thing just sometimes you must take a step back breath check your values and learn to accept things.

Socially I've seemed to have fallen into a bit of a bad mood as of late and I write this as confirmation to the simple fact that I KNOW. There's no real reason why this has happened I've left quite a few of my older friends yet again and keep a small amount of communication with all of them. Not much has gone on with me I'm just simply tired of all the bullshit that goes on in school. Not going into details. People need to learn to live on either own but also learn how to live together simply hugging on extrema will never work out.

That doesn't mean I'm in solitude because I m far from just people don't see any deeper side cause I simply don't show it anymore. I've run across a few newer friends nothing that is completely new seeing as every year I tend to pick up a swath of them. Just most are simply friends that are only friends in school.

We all have things we regret the key is to keep moving forward yet never forget.